Hi, my name is Alexis. I've been struggling with weight loss for a long time. I put on a lot of weight in high school and college, and I've tried everything to lose it. Diets, support groups & things like that. My family is no help. My mom always tells me I'm not that big & not to worry about it and she's always buying food I don't need to be eating. I've noticed that all the positive reinforcement I've gotten from support groups and friends hasn't been working. It just makes me not want to try as hard. I think what I need to get motivated is negative reinforcement. If I have people telling me how big I am, instead of trying to make me feel better, I think that would get me motivated to prove them wrong and lose the weight. So, I'm going to be posting pics of myself, and I want you internet peoples to let me really know how big I am. I want to hear the honest truth. Be a little harsh if you have to. It may be hard for me to hear, but it's something I need to hear, because all these people telling me I'm doing a good job when I'm really not isn't helping. Give me your first-impressions and tell me those things that I know everyone thinks, but is too nice to say. Basically, I want you guys to guilt-trip me into trying harder to lose weight. If you guys get on me about it, I think I can do it!:)